vyperdd (vyperdd) wrote in slashingmulder,

Realization. - 1/1 - Mulder/CSM

Title: Realization
Author: Vyper  [info]vyperdd
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Slash
Fandom: X-Files
Pairing: Mulder/CSM
Warnings: Slash, Angst, Character Death (this part only, not for the whole fic)
Word Count: 206
Complete: No, just a tiny snippet in a much longer fic that I've been working on for ages, but I think it can stand on its own.
Summary: Realization and acceptance.  A fantasy that could so easily become his reality.
A/N: My first fic posting to LJ and I'm as nervous as hell so please be kind. Got heaps more of this fic and others on my hard-drive. Figured I might as well let them see the light of day.

Realization. -  1/1 -  Mulder/CSM



He wants me.




I need him.


I belong with him.


Past. Present. Future.


I belong to him.


Then. Now. Always.


I have no say, no choice in the matter. Fate or destiny or God or the Devil has already decided for me. I wonder if the bride in an arranged marriage feels the same way upon meeting her betrothed for the first time on their wedding day.


*Do you take this man?* He escorts me down the aisle and I tremble.


"I do."


*In sickness and in health.* He removes my clothes and I shiver.


"I do."


*For richer or poorer.* He pushes me to my knees and I submit.


"I do."


*To cherish and to keep.* He fastens a collar of gold and platinum around my throat and I weep. 


"I do."


*Till death do us part.* He slits my left wrist and I collapse.


"I do."


*I now pronounce you man and wife.* He carries me to our wedding bed and I mourn the life I once lived, the man I once was.


"Husband," I sob as he gently prepares me.


"Wife," he replies as he slowly enters me.


*You may now kiss your bride.* He consummates our marriage and I die.


The end, for now.

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